Not enough... Again

 (Confirmation bias...)

When shit hits the fan (yet again*) this clump of sorrows will offer a (metaphorical) hand.

*For 'their' sake I really hope this was the last time.

People (I) never change

Crossed a line with the good hearted one.

He whom I never looked twice way back when my affection (and life long emotional downfall) was directed towards an aspirational non-relationship [Yet he never payed me any attention *eye roll*

As usual, the only l-feeling I'm capable of experiencing -not love nor lust- was  the culprit. [I liked the attention *shrug*

He isn't at his best: vulnerable in several ways. I kinda feel sick with myself. [I hate that I like the attention *sigh*

Repeated patterns that 20 years later I didn't outgrow [I should've payed attention *void*

I suppose it feels nice....

... To have a[n] (interesting) life.

Nostalgia de lo que no fue

Recordar es volver a sufrir.

Regresión

Decepcióname ya, que me "enamoro".

Greeting from my inner child

(Sigh of relief... He hasn't commited suicide)
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"Hey! Long time no dream!".

round and around...

I saw your last post on that visage-codex place.
Wanted to comment...
Thought of something(s) funny(/ies)...
And then I remembered we haven't chatted for the past three years...
So much has changed (Well... only how hard I try at... anything)
My mind told me I'm not funny anymore...
(I don't care to try anymore)
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